- Waking up alive
- My family being home
- Scented candles
- Working from home
- Cell phones
- Cough drops
- Beard oil
- Cell phones
- Stuffed animals
- Air to breathe
- Water to drink
- I still have my hair
- Power steering
- Waking up this morning
I found out this morning that my job is being eliminated at the end of the year.
I had no idea anything like this would happen before today.
Maybe a month ago I asked my manager about two similarly named services our company offers. One is the service I support. The other is a similar service.
She said that some clients are being moved from our service to the other one. She said not to worry. The process would take years. I would most likely be trained to support the other service long before we stopped supporting the current one.
She believed it when she said it. I’m sure of that.
It’s not the first time I’ve been laid off. The last time I had no warning.
That’s the danger of being too dependent on one income.
One person can make a decision which can throw your whole future into doubt.
I know it wasn’t my manager’s decision. The decision was made by someone above her. Probably someone I’ve never met. Someone who doesn’t know or care about me.
I’m not sure what I’m going to do at this point.
Getting one full-time job doesn’t seem like the smartest option, though.
I need a lot of time to myself. Being around people drains my energy. Being alone recharges me. When I don’t get time to myself I get tired, frustrated.
I generally prefer small groups when I am with people. I enjoy being around my family the most.
I don’t like dealing with strangers.
I’m not good at talking. Especially small talk. I’m better at writing. It gives me time to think about what I want to say. I can go back and edit/proofread it.
I hate talking on the phone. I’ve been doing professionally for twelve years.
I’m an extreme introvert. Talking to strangers on the phone all day is DRAINING.
I’m shy. I avoid talking to strangers.
I’m incredibly awkward. I’m no good at small talk. Sometimes it’s hard to end conversations.
I’m sensitive. I talk to angry people. They take it out on me. I take it personally.
My job doesn’t leave me energy to do what I want to do.
I’m afraid to quit. Talking on the phone is my only real professional experience. I hate it, but I need to pay rent, bills, etc.
I’m not sure how much longer I can take it.
Don’t worry about finding the right person. Become the right person.
– Source Unknown
The first step to being the right person is loving yourself.
I’ve hated myself for a long as I can remember.
I’m working on loving myself now. I feel pretty good about myself now. I’ve got a lot of bad qualities, but there are a lot of good ones, too. I can work on the bad ones, and the good ones can always get better.
My relationships with my boys are more important than any romantic relationships right now. I’m a better father than I’ve been in the past, but there’s still plenty of room for improvement.
I’m not satisfied with a lot of things in my life right now.
I want to be able to go to the temple, and that’s not something I can do right now. I want to improve my spirituality and get to the temple.
I’ve been doing phone jobs for most of my life. I hate talking on the phone. I ‘m burned out and I really need to do something else.
I’m not healthy. I’m fat. I go for walks, but not every day. I don’t eat healthy. I’m on an antidepressant and blood pressure meds. I want to get off those.
I need to start reading books on a daily basis. I want to learn and develop new skills.
I want to be my own boss. I wants to build websites and make money from those.
I want to be able to afford to support myself, my wife and kids. I want my mom to be able to stop working.
I don’t feel like I have to self-actualize before pursuing a romantic relationship. I do want to get moving in the right direction and make some real progress first.
Making the changes I want will make me a different person. Someone who would fall in love with the man I am now wouldn’t fall in love with the man I want to become.
The woman I really want to marry is someone who’d love that guy.