I don’t know what I want to do when I grow up.

I don’t want to do any more phone jobs.  I have almost no experience doing anything else.

I want to be my own boss.  Make my own rules.

I need to find my purpose.  My passion.  I’m not sure how to do that.

I wasted my 20’s.

Not that the whole decade was a waste.  Some good stuff happened.

I could have done so much more, though.  I did a bunch of stupid, meaningless jobs.

I could have been finding myself.

Now at 40 I’m going to be doing what I should have been doing then.

What is it I want?