None Dare Call it Conspiracy

A couple of years ago I liked a Facebook page.

I’ve liked TONS of Facebook pages.

But this one is different.

It’s called Awaken to Our Awful Situation.

For those not familiar, it’s a reference to a Book of Mormon prophecy about the Last Days:

Wherefore, the Lord commandeth you, when ye shall see these things come among you that ye shall awake to a sense of your awful situation, because of this secret combination which shall be among you; or wo be unto it, because of the blood of them who have been slain; for they cry from the dust for vengeance upon it, and also upon those who built it up.

– Ether 8:24

I assumed it was an LDS page about the Second Coming of Jesus Christ and events leading up to it.

Eventually I figured out it was a conspiracy page.

I wanted nothing to do with any of that.

Later another page I followed shared a post from Awaken to Our Awful Situation.  It was a clip from a talk given in General Conference by Ezra Taft Benson in 1972.

Ezra Taft Benson was President of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints from 1989 to 1994.  Like every other President of the Church, members sustain him as a Prophet, Seer and Revelator, and as the official spokesman for Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ on Earth.

He had also held a high government office.  President Eisenhower appointed him Secretary of Agriculture, where he served from 1953 to 1961.  If any General Authority had worldly qualifications to know what goes on at the highest level of the Federal Government of the United States of America, it’s him.

And along this line, I would highly recommend to you a new book entitled None Dare Call it Conspiracy by Gary Allen.

– Ezra Taft Benson

I found an online copy of None Dare Call it Conspiracy.  It had some editing issues, to say the least, making it hard to read.  I only made it halfway through the book, but it was enough to convince me.

After that I liked the Awaken to Our Awful Situation page again.

That’s not to say I believe every conspiracy theory.

I still believe Neil Armstrong and several other men walked on the moon.

I don’t think Paul McCartney died in 1966.

I don’t think Barack Obama is the Anti-Christ.

But I am suspicious of anything a government, especially the Federal Government, tries to make us do “for our own good.”

I’m a conspiracy nut

“You’re anti-American!”

“You’re one of THEM!”

“I can’t believe you believe that!”

“I can’t be friends with someone who would say that!”

“I’ll never listen to anything you say again!”

That’s the worst-case scenario.

It scares me.

To be honest, I’m kind of expecting it.

The status quo doesn’t change because there are powerful people making sure it doesn’t.

They make sure anyone who tries to change it looks like a lunatic at best.

Questioning the official story is not allowed.  Anyone who does and gains significant visibility is subjected to all kinds of ad hominem attacks.

The public has been conditioned to reject anyone who rejects the official story as a kook.

So I don’t blame you for not wanting to associate with me.

I hope you’ll surprise me, though.

You have so far.

You’ve accepted me despite my many flaws.  Maybe even because of them.

I hope you can be open-minded enough to hear me out.

There’s nothing wrong with feeling sad.

Ran out of my anti-depressants last Friday.

The health insurance I was on ended December 31st.

Without insurance a 30 day supply is $128.

I don’t have that kind of money just lying around.

I wanted to quit at some point.  This seems like as good a time as any.

They biggest thing I’ve noticed is the dizziness.  I think that’s getting better.

Have I felt sad more often?  Yes.

I don’t feel sad all the time.

I haven’t thought about killing myself.

I feel more irritable than I did before I started taking them last summer.  Hopefully that will pass.

I’m tired of feeling like a robot.  Maybe other pharmaceuticals wouldn’t cause that.

I also worry about side effects.

I’ve read several articles stating that anti-depressants can cause BRAIN DAMAGE.

I’ve read other articles which say many times depression is caused by a lack of proper nutrition.

I’m going to keep taking my blood pressure pills for now.  I’m sure I won’t need those either once I start eating better and losing weight.

Ultimately, I don’t trust pharmaceuticals.

Or the glorified drug dealers pushing them.

“Side effects may include increased bleeding, loss of libido, inability to think clearly, dementia, and DEATH.  In a clinical trial a significant percentage of participants died.  Ask your doctor if ***** is right for you.”

Not what I expected

At first she was going to start living with her parents.  She’d just come back to pack up.

Then she decided to just stay there on weekends.  The boys didn’t want to change schools.

She ended up not going at all this last weekend.

I took my older son to see The Last Jedi.  My younger son was afraid it would be scary.

I don’t know the future.

I’m glad I spent time with my boys.

I know they’ll to be okay.

So will I.

 

And now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

10 things I can do to help me get to the temple

  1. Read scriptures 30 minutes every day
  2. Pray more
  3. Pray for longer
  4. Get rid of my internet connection
  5. Get to church every week
  6. Start taking the Sacrament
  7. Go to Temple Square on a regular basis
  8. Watch conference talks every day
  9. Watch Bible videos every day
  10. Share the Gospel with others

Things I’m grateful for today 20180114

  1. Not feeling sad/depressed
  2. Being able to lay down
  3. Knowing the dizziness will pass
  4. Being able to look up symptoms
  5. Not being alone
  6. Toilet paper
  7. Liquid soap
  8. A little water won’t hurt me
  9. Third chances, fourth chances, etc.
  10. This isn’t going to kill me

10 ways to make an unfinished basement feel more homey

  1. Get rid of the cobwebs
  2. Put down some carpet/rugs
  3. Add lighting
  4. Add insulation
  5. Play music
  6. Add Space heaters
  7. Add comfortable furniture
  8. Add a refrigerator
  9. Add a microwave
  10. Get internet service

Things I’m grateful for today 20180113

  1. My family being here today
  2. Time to talk with my son
  3. Watching The Last Jedi with my son
  4. Carrie Fisher
  5. The theater’s restroom being directly across from the auditorium we were in
  6. Cafe Rio
  7. Costa Vida
  8. A new pillow
  9. Socks
  10. Shoes

10 ways I can help my mom

  1. Get repairs done to her house
  2. Get her a new house
  3. Get her some physical therapy
  4. Get her to see a therapist
  5. Support her so she can stop working
  6. Help her with lanudry
  7. Help her with grocery shopping
  8. Change all the burned out light bulbs
  9. Let her see my boys more often
  10. Take her to the zoo, etc., and rent her a scooter.