I hate the way things are right now.
I hate being dependent on my mom.
I hate not being able to shower at home.
I hate not having internet at home.
I hate having to see my in-laws every day.
I hate not being able to join a singles ward.
So what do I do about it?
The most obvious thing is to figure out a way to make money. I really don’t want to get a full-time job though.
Eventually I want to make enough money as a blogger to pay the bills. I’m still not sure how to do that yet, though.
I’m thinking what I could do in the meantime is get a part-time job. I could do that in the mornings, then go somewhere and do some online work. Fiverr, Upwork, etc.
I’m thinking of renting a desk somewhere. At first I could use the money from my part-time job. Then once I start making enough money from online work I could quit my part-time job. Then I can figure out how to monetize this blog.
At first I just need to make enough to cover my rented desk and a few other things. Then eventually make enough to rent an apartment. Then I could just work from home. And have a place to shower, without going to the gym.
And I would actually have a place to spend time with my boys, without having to see my in-laws.
That would be nice.
I also need to see about getting the divorce finalized. I haven’t been pushing for it, but I can’t join a singles ward as long as I’m still technically married. I’m not in a hurry to get a girlfriend or anything, but I’d like to be able to make friends.
I think I’ll feel better after that.