There’s a neighborhood near the place a I live. There are a lot of big houses there. The houses all look more or less the same. They’re built from similar blueprints. Some are probably even built from the same blueprint as others. They’re all various shades of brown. They all sit on lots that are really too small for them.
I’ve seen neighborhoods like this in other places. New developments full of McMansions.
I want a house of my own someday. But not one of those.
I want my house to be a reflection of who I am.
I want my life to reflect who I am.
I don’t want to do things just to fit in. I don’t want to do things just to be different. I just want to be me.
I’m not trying to reject anything that anyone else has. I want marriage, a family, a home, stability. But I don’t want to do things just because other people are doing them. I want to think critically. To make sure I’m doing what’s best for me and mine.
Too many people are afraid to truly think critically. To really think for themselves. They do the things they’re told they should do, and never really question why.
I don’t think the Good Lord put us on this Earth to be cookie-cutter people. We were put here with unique strengths and weaknesses for a reason. He didn’t intend for us to be interchangeable cogs for The Machine.